Monthly Archives: June 2010

june’s final confessions

confession:  sunday night i mopped the kitchen floor with vodka after a bottle broke. monday night i still had shards of glass in my hand.  conclusion:  vodka is dangerous.  (this is the second time i’ve come to that conclusion. the … Continue reading

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what you want

“First say to yourself what you would be, and then do what you have to do.” –Epictetus   beginning today consider what you want to be. you know the characteristics you aspire to, although you may have taken them for granted for many … Continue reading

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relax…

“Once again, I accept that life is uncertain ~ that the goal is not to become more certain about anything but to relax more into the mystery of not knowing what will come next.” –Elizabeth Lesser things i was certain … Continue reading

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ouchy, orchid, and happy confessions

confession:  if you haven’t done it, trust me when i assert that laser hair removal hurts more than you can possibly imagine. it’s lasers, dude ~ lasers on your labias. holy effin pain threshold. ouch. damn. but i do it anyway, justifying the … Continue reading

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follow-up exercise

since doing the exercise i posted on friday, my mind spins with more wanting, wanting more, more specific wanting, more reasons for what is wanted. of all the “things” i want, none are things. i’ve spent most of my life … Continue reading

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an exercise

an exercise: open a new word document on your computer or write yourself a note on your iphone.  for five uninterrupted minutes write “i want (fill in the blank).”  write and write and write a list of things you want. … Continue reading

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confessions without vodka

confession: i’ve avoided the liquor store since monday morning because if i bought the pepper-infused vodka to accompany the spicy v-8 juice and celery waiting in my refrigerator, then i’d be skinny-drunk for the rest of the week. confession:  i haven’t been to … Continue reading

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