Monthly Archives: June 2011

confessing blessings

in lieu of confessions this week, i offer a list of blessings, because i’m thickly fumbling with grief while doing my best to gracefully glide.  i’m blessed by long hours of sleep after years of not sleeping. i don’t mind that the sleep … Continue reading

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sticky stuck revising adventure

there are sticky situations, places, and people where and with whom i get stuck. last night, i was stuck in a sticky situation across the street from a personal history of sticky sickness. i sat on the steps of a cottage … Continue reading

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internal judge

one of the most basic and first meditations taught to new students is noting one’s last thought before falling asleep and one’s first thought upon wakening. because i’ve been meditating for 25 years, i effortlessly notice my first thought of the day. … Continue reading

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confessions after the rain

confession: i’m a pusher when i’ve been drinking. i don’t push alcohol, i push nudity. at home, i never wear clothes. clothes feel foreign on my body. nude feels best to me. i wish i didn’t push nudity onto others … Continue reading

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confessions for every day of the week

monday confession: i’m not sure when her birthday is, it is either today, tomorrow, or the next day, but i mailed her presents on saturday. she’ll get them tomorrow or the next day which might mean they are on time … Continue reading

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heart’s revelation

“What comes from the heart, goes to the heart.” ~Samuel Taylor Coleridge  this week has been filled with outpourings from the heart. my heart poured out. my heart was filled. over and over again. for that reason, it has been … Continue reading

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confessing about fake tits and man hands

confession: i wish women would STOP fake-baking, fake-boobing, and fake-hair-coloring. i’m only attracted to natural beauties. fake-presenting women limit my options and ruin my visual aesthetic experience. women are beautiful. orange-tinted peroxide-blond (or zebra-striped “highlighted”) giant-tittied women look freakish to me. confession: like … Continue reading

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