Monthly Archives: June 2012

summer camp confessions

confession: parts of colorado where i was hiking two weeks ago are now on fire. when i see photos of the fires, a small voice inside me cries, “i was just there.” the trees i hiked between no longer are. … Continue reading

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writing to stop the screaming

i’ve written pages and pages today, urging myself to do what i know is best, healthiest, wisest for me to do, and then i pick up the phone and do the opposite. i open a box of graham crackers and … Continue reading

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home

if “home is where the heart is” then i want to be at home wherever i am. i want my heart open to whatever and whomever and wherever i find myself in any moment. i feel equally at home reciting … Continue reading

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confessions of a genie

confession: if i could relive the past 16 hours, i’d make different choices. it is in self-judging, regretful moments like these that i┬áhave the most difficulty accepting myself as i am, “accepting life on life’s terms” in 12-step-speak, and accepting … Continue reading

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healing

i eat a lot of rice cakes. i mean, way too friggin many rice cakes. i eat an average of five rice cakes a day. at 30 calories a cake, they are practically like eating salty air, and i love … Continue reading

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i heart colorado

i’ve been to colorado a few times and never liked it. i could tell you about those trips and explain why i didn’t have a good time, but there’s no point in dwelling on the negative, especially when i love … Continue reading

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confessions at the point of departure

confession: people discussing their sex lives with me has become serially monotonous. i don’t care who you are fucking, how many or how often you are fucking, who you want to fuck, or where you want to fuck them. please … Continue reading

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