Monthly Archives: July 2013

sushi delivery

i eat a lot of cereal. i mean a lot a lot a lotta cereal. i eat a lot of cereal because no one is bringing me sushi, and i’m not leaving my apartment in this heat, and it is way too hot … Continue reading

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telling a secret

last night, with the encouragement of a supporter whose sincerity humbles me, i read 36 words that describe my current life situation. in 36 words i shared shock, grief, hope, determination, and gratitude. these feelings dominate my days. i’m afraid of … Continue reading

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shine on

if ever there was a time to show up, now is it. here we are. i’m itchy and sleepless and awake. how are you arriving in this moment? please enter this circle. all are welcome. show up here. show up … Continue reading

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receiving love

every year during the second weekend of january, my spirit grandmothers and i vision quest together to discover our “assignment” for that year. a few years ago, my assignment was forgiveness. a couple years ago, my assignment was healing. this year … Continue reading

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confessions before a doctor’s appointment

confession: today i return to the doctor that i saw on monday to discuss the results of multiple blood tests and some x-rays ordered two days ago. i’m not sure i trust this doctor. i know that i don’t trust western medicine’s paradigm and prevalent … Continue reading

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still in bed

i could be at a writing workshop today, but i didn’t register. and i could have gone anyway, because the facilitator of the workshop would have let me if i had texted her last minute and asked nicely, but i didn’t ask, even though i … Continue reading

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corn flakes and trust

i bought corn flakes yesterday. and little powdered sugar donuts. and miniature candy bars. i haven’t really eaten in the week and a half that i’ve had a high fever. i mean, i ate a lot of popsicles and hardly anything else. my body was craving … Continue reading

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