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confessions of peacocks and a poached egg

confession: i’ve been listening to the same song on repeat for a month. repetition isn’t unusual behavior for me but this song is a new addition to the repeating archive. the new song is a remake of a song i … Continue reading

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confessions of bazungas, fantasyland, and surfing the wake

confession: i spent an hour in the waiting room yesterday listening to the singsong voice contained inside a 4’10” frame weighted by bazungas straining her modest sweater. her ears were poked with eleven piercings and held back yellow-bleached hair that … Continue reading

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a letter from 1999

i do my best to skip thanksgiving (food-centric holidays are tortuous for most eating disordered people). in place of eating turkey, stuffing, cranberry sauce, sweet potatoes, green bean casserole, and three kinds of pie, i thinned out bookshelves and closets … Continue reading

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amsterdam confessions

confession: i spent last week in amsterdam without enough sleep and not due to drugs, alcohol, or prostitutes but because sometimes sleep leaves me behind which doesn’t mean i’m not tired but when the days and nights of awakeness sleeplessly … Continue reading

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confessions while high on candy corn

confession: when you ask for my input, advice, or suggestion regarding your situation, please keep in mind that i’m answering from my accumulated experience that has contributed to my me-specific filter. meaning, i don’t expect you to do what i’d … Continue reading

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the meeting

confession: the ex-wife texted 26 hours in advance to cancel our scheduled meeting and asked for understanding. i immediately responded to her text with understanding and then texted my fellow tree-hugging friend to see if she was available to meet … Continue reading

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confessions of an impending rendezvous

confession:  i usually delete the first confession i write to you. i can’t tell if the deleted first confessions are the most confession-est of confessions, the darkest or thickest or truest…or the least of these. i’ve considered collecting the deleted … Continue reading

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