Monthly Archives: April 2021

confessions and questions

confession: i slept two hours last night before waking up because i was hungry and i can’t sleep when i’m hungry because my hunger provokes primal fear and my hypervigilance sends me into the kitchen. i sort of ate dinner … Continue reading

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confessions of love across time

confession: i have lots (more than a baker’s dozen) of fairy godchildren residing all over the country that i shower with my love, attention, and affection as often as possible. i am pen pals with some of them. i write … Continue reading

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confessions of now and not now

confession: now is not the time. this sentence repeats in my mind, ironically, because from an enlightenment practice, the time is always now. in this instance, both are true. my life is a paradox. i ought to be accustomed to … Continue reading

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confessions of my perpetual mocking

confession: as i often remind y’all, self-mocking is my primary form of amusement each hour. i’m easy to mock because my inner dialog is melodramatic. i’m overly animated (all the time on the inside and on the outside when i’ve … Continue reading

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confessions of gaps

confession: i don’t drink coffee everyday. i use coffee recreationally, as a drug, out of respect for my single kidney which does a fantastic job doing the work of two kidneys every hour of every day. but when i drink … Continue reading

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